Fighting for it

I am sorry I have not been posting anything. I kind of gave up for few days. Anyways I am back on track:

• I am taking antidepressants now and hopefully they will work and make my life easier
• I am eating a maximum of 1200 calories everyday
• I decided to stop the chocolate and lower the sweet food. I want my brain to stop being addicted
• I am working out everyday burning about 250-500 calories per day
• I am focusing on getting my protein for my muscle
• I am not getting my period because of intense workout
• On monday I will weigh myself again and see how much I got to.
• I am applying to medicine and I am stressed about my letters
• I want to focus on my studies and future
• I want to volunteer for a mental illness comity
• And finally I want my life and youth back

Stay strong for those who are fighting for happiness. You are not alone !!