Incomplete....

How upsetting

They say life is full of challenges... life is beautiful... you should enjoy living and loving people around u... but how can u love people who can't feel your love... who can't feel you

He is with another one... a total lost and I can't grieve

I am not crying anymore, no more tears over my loss and I want to scream and cry like a baby

My pills make me calm but my hearts needs to beat , my heart needs to feel the pain because I am in pain even though I can't feel it

What is my life about? Depression, loneliness, food addiction, compulsive exercising, studies, work, gym, keeping people away, spending money

Then what? He just got another one... another one to replace the love I had for him

And in the end I got depression

Thank u Rabih 

And I thank myself for what I became today 

Borderline person 

pushing people away